Thursday, March 5, 2009
Lost baby #2
So I've had some brown spotting....which the doc said wasn't a big deal as my u/s on Sat showed a healthy baby with a heart rate of 171bpm. I wasn't convinced and went in for another u/s yesterday, the baby had stopped growing as of saturday and the heart had stopped. I'm so devastated . We go back to the doctor tomorrow to talk about to m/c naturally or to do a D+C. Not sure what we'll do.....Joe wants to keep trying, I'm to the point where I would LOVE to have my own, but don't know how I can keep going through this emotionally. However, with Joe losing his job.....I don't know how we would be able to go through with the adoption we had planned before getting pregnant.